welcome to my world

this is my blog.. you can read my posts or ignore them, it's entirely up to you.. you can comment or tag, tell me anything you want.. or simply pass by.. i don't really care..


the emo

[~*call her*~]

| jacque | jackie | shobe | len | Lena | Rainie | blossom | sam | daisy |


[~*know her*~]

| 15 y/o | BSN 1-29 | MDC | sagittarius | purple-black | unpredictable | sweet tooth | couch potato | bookworm | sporty-volleyball |


my life

| volleyball | math | puzzles & trivia | movies | CHRIS CAYZER | blockmates! | sistars! | adventure trips | star(sea) gazing | swimming | food trips | love songs | belgian choco waffle | pink and green | dimples | guitarists | ghost hunting & horror stories |


my favorites

[~*movies*~]

| go figure | cinderella story | paycheck | the punisher | V for vendetta | house of wax | serendipity | resident evil 1 & 2 | the fast and the furious | 2 fast 2 furious | mr & mrs. smith | freaky friday | princess diaries 1 & 2 | mean girls | series of unfortunate events | monsters inc. | like mike | helter skelter | you got served | monster-in-law | hide and seek | raise your voice | ella enchanted | troy | cast away | parent trap | 50 first dates | just like heaven | flight plan | click | fast and furious tokyo drift | shaggy dog |

[~*tv series*~]

| america's next top model | spongebob squarepants | just for gags | cheaters | little miracles | southpark | super inggo | crazy for you | suite life of zack and cody |

calendar

BIRTHDAYS
bhes paula's - Oct 1
cuz nica's - Oct 1
lexie's - Oct 8
azzedinne's - Oct 21
verna's - Oct 29
daddy al's - Nov 2
m'am agpasa's - Nov 2
BEST's - Nov 25
my auntie's - Dec 8
my uncle's - Dec 11
my dad's - Dec 16

into my ear




TOTAL STABS! stab her dead!
be stabbed

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aquaintance

**`sistars`**
sisthurr CRAE
satsiri CHEL

**`friends`**
ate caren
darcey
daryl
dharyll
faeda
gloomy manson
gwen
iris
ivy
jackie
jamelle
jodon
len
paupau
poxy
rhubie
sanna
sissy
the dumb ox
tintin
verna
yumi

**`blockmates`**
chelle

credits

layout} !stinkitup
font} dafonts.com
image} !stinkitup
brushes} adobe photoshop 7.0
the emo doll} drawn on paint by !stinkitup



Pabatok nga...

Monday, September 18, 2006

Friday (Sep 15)
nagkakwentuhan kami ni best for 1 hr 15 mins..
nagkwentuhan about sa mga bagay bagay..
binalikan yung grade 4 times..
i admit, nag-enjoy ako.. at namiss ko sya lalo..

miss ko na best ko.. nabablangko utak ko.. hindi ko alam kung bakit.. kung bakit hindi ako ok.. kung bakit kailangan ko magisip ng kung ano-ano.. kung bakit hindi sya maalis-alis sa utak ko.. bakit ba pinapahirapan ko sarili ko?.. bakit ginugulo ko lahat ng maayos?.. bakit andami kong tanong?.. nawiwindang ako.. sana epekto lang to ng hindi ko matapos-tapos na report sa gen psych..

siguro kung meron ako ngayong johari window.. maraming laman yung alam ko at ng iba.. konti yung sa alam ng iba na hindi ko alam.. blangko yung ako lang may alam.. at umaapaw yung walang may alam kundi SIYA.. hindi ko naiintindihan sarili ko ngayon eh.. parang ang pinakamahirap sa lahat ng ginagawa ko eh yung alamin ko kung sino ako, alamin ko kung ano naiisip ko, nararamdaman ko, at kung anong dapat kong isipin at gawin.. ano ba gusto kong mangyari?.. bat ako nagkakaganito?..

*****
sooobrang busy ako sa report sa gen psych. at nagagahol na ko sa oras. napepressure pa ko dahil kailangan kong maghabol ng grade ko sa gen psych. pero hindi ko matapos tapos yung report. walang pumapasok sa utak ko. at nagawa ko pang gumawa ng post. anlabo labo labo. masyado akong pre-occupied ng kung anong mga bagay na hindi ko dapat pinagaaksayahan ng panahon. naiinis ako dahil parang mas nakokontrol ng katawan ko yung utak ko. kahit mas mahalaga ang report mas nagagawa ko pang magtext at magpost. haay. baliw talaga ko!..

*****
sana lang hindi ako abutin bukas sa report dahil huli pa naman grupo namin eh. sana maging maayos lahat bukas. sana hindi na ulit diktahan ng katawan ko yung isip ko na umiwas na lang bigla sa isang tao. sana bumalik na ko sa dati. haay........

the EMO died @ 7:42 PM!!
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